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Saturday, October 14, 2006

glittering happiness..

this entry goes out to all my ex-projekian schoolmates with heartful wishes of CONGRATULATIONS and may everything turns out well on your big day! yay! =)

(1) Azizah Mastura & her beau, Wan..

(2) Azrul Helmy & his fiancee, Yuslina..

(3) Ili Liyana & her tunang, Afiq..

hey! CONGRATS once again, guys!! take care, aight.. *smile*

p/s : as for me, the time will come.. insyaAllah.. *aminnn* =)

me cruising in @ 8:43:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

.. 11th on the 11th ..

11^th on 11^th??
or.. 11^th on the 11^th!?
heh.. it's the same right? ;p
today's OUR day, ppl! yay!!
it's the day when our loveship turns 11^th Month!
wowww.. so fast ey!
just about a year ago..
we were just a complete stranger to each other..
and now??
it seems like nothing can break us apart!!
yeap, we do have ups and downs throughout the 11 months..
that's normal in a relationship right?
but i'm glad that we managed to go through all the downs, especially..
and been able to compromise with each other..
seriously, i'm GLAD and veryyy much happy with my life now..
i have MFF in my life now, i couldn't be happier.. =)
hihihihi.. feeling all mushyyy suddenly! ;p
oh well, i just came back from seeing my love..
now i'm at my apartment room in Uni..
back for another 2 weeks before RAYA break!
and after that, 2 weeks of my final exams..
plus, another 3 weeks for the MDec free training..
and fyi, in between the 3 weeks training, i'll be having my FINAL YEAR PROJECT PRESENTATION..
iskk.. scaryyy meh..
anyhow, wish me luck ppl!
this is insyaAllah going to be my final semester here in UNITEN..
hoping to pass everything before end of 2006!! *aminnn..*
heh.. alrighty..
i think that's all for now..
i'll update later when i'm free alright? ;p
before that, i'd like to wish my Baby..
Happy 11^th Monthliversary!!!
i love u lotsss and loadsss and tonsss..
thanks for the sweet surprise!
really love the cutey pinky card..
mwahssss!!
*hugs*

can't wait till 11^th-11-2006!!
*wink*

sincerely MFF's,
-miSsy aNiTa-

me cruising in @ 2:51:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

triple celebration!!

dear bloggy,

US by the nicks..

lots have been happening in my life lately.. from winning the rm5k draw.. to buying my first ever laptop using the money.. to counting days to our most waited celebration of the year.. i'm currently feeling veryyy happy and so blessed especially with the thoughts that my life is even more complete with Mohd Fadzril Faez with me.. he completes me.. and i ask for nothing more but to be blessed with more love and care from my loved ones.. thank you, Allah..

*happy sighs*

i'm counting the days now.. i mean, WE are counting the days.. insyaAllah, the day will come and we're very excited to reach our 1st Anniversary!! no more Monthliversary eh? hihihi.. i love u so much, baby.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.. mwahsss!! *hugs*

our precious day..

9 days to my 23^rd Birthday, 1 month 1 day to our 1st Anniversary.. can't wait!!

Happy 26^th Birthday to my only one LOVE, Mohd Fadzril Faez @ 30-09-2006!! =)

endless LOVE..
-miSsy aNiTa-

me cruising in @ 12:59:00 AM

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Friday, September 15, 2006

it's a matter of TIME..

yeap. true enough. people always say that time will heal. but as for now, that's not what it's all about. it's everything! everything's a matter of time, people! i keep on reminding myself that time will tell! but... easy for me to say it, but very hard for me to accept.. *sigh*

i hate it when time is in-between almost everything i want to do. decisions especially. DE..CISIONS. come! lets think about it for a while. sometimes, and maybe most of the time.. we tend to make decisions based on time, right?? for example, situations like.. when are we going to have our meal (for breakfast? lunch? or dinner??).. what shirt or clothes to wear [this is usually referring to either it's during the day (sunny) or night (cool)].. when is the best time to watch a movie (because u probably have something else to do), and where is the best place to go shopping? (due to the heavy traffics everywhere!) and.. bla bla bla.. see!!! *sigh*

ok stop!! i'm sorry that i cannot stop myself from babbling and writing craps here!! it's just my head. i've been thinking about some stuffs lately. everything's jumble up and i'm kind of in a mess right now. i mean, my brain laa.. hmmm. just need to clear it a bit. hmmmph!

ya Allah.. i just hope that everything that i wish for will become reality someday. in fact, soonnnn.. very soon i hope! i know that people around me might ask me questions and tonssss of questions later.. but i don't care! i think i'm ready for it.. I THINK!?? well, that's not convincing enough Anita! ok, stop! i've to stop talking to myself or else people around will think that i'm crazy or something! eh.. wait!! who cares what others will think about me!?? this is me laa.. i'm just being myself!! i have every rights to do anything i want regardless of whatever thoughts they/people have about me.. right?! besides, me tak buat salah pun.... bluekkk!! urgh.. suddenly i'm becoming veryyy ntah pape.. urgh!! WHATEVER!!

see... i cannot stop writing craps n moreeee craps here! please.. i just need some PEACE! peace of mind, especially.. :( ya Allah.. i know i'm not the strongest or most beriman hamba, but i do know what i want and please.. pleaseeee make it comes true!! make it a reality.. make it a dream-comes-true for me... *aminnnn*

hmmm.. baby, me mish you!! right now i'm home and you're still out with your buddies.. it's ok! it's your weekly routine, i understand! just have fun ok? my prayers and love are always with u no matter where you are.. when u read this, which i know u will.. please bear in mind that i know what you want, i know what i want.. and i know that we'll try our very best to achieve every single dreams that we have together despite all the ups and downs that we went through.. i know we will, insyaAllah.. however, my dear love.. please bear in mind also that i'm not perfect but i'll try to be the best partner, bestfriend, companion and LOVER to you my dear.. i love you, that i really do.. take care hun! mwahsss..

okieday! such a long one this time.. till next post alright.. loves to all! PEACE! =)

current mood : so-so.. still thinking about our conversation last time.. plus, the headache from my FYP.. urgh!! bummer!! :(

me cruising in @ 8:12:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

h.o.p.e

HOPE or HOPES..
everyone has at least 1 hope, right?
say, what about me then?
yeah.. i do have one!
in fact, i've lots of hopes and dreams..
i hope of achieving my dreams soon..
i hope hard that my wish will be granted soon..
i hope.. hope.. and still hoping that someday..
on a very beautiful and blessful day..
i'll be happy.. very happy with the dream that i've achieved!!
but..... when???!!
that's a question that i myself can not answer..
hmmmmm..
however, i keep on telling myself that i've to bersabar..
sabar and terus bersabar..
and yeah, with continuous prayers of course!
hmmmmmmm..
oh by the way.. pray for me, people!!
this is insyaAllah going to be my final semester in uni..
hoping that i can finish my study on time..
especially my FYP (final year project)..
plus, pray for me too that after i finish my study..
i'm going to get a good job offer and a well-do pay for the start..
plus, pray for us that one fine day we'll be together as an official ONE!
your prayers will be much appreciated by me (and him of course!)..
and don't worry..
i shall pray for my friends' happiness as well.. =)
hmmmmmmmmmm..
see..
everything is about H.O.P.E...
my advise??
never give up..
always pray hard..
never ever give up your hope on something..
and, ALWAYS have faith in your hopes and dreams..
insyaAllah, you'll achieve it! =)
alrighty..
take care everyone!
love u so much, baby!
will write again soon.. =)

me cruising in @ 11:47:00 PM

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

are u feeling lucky??

well yeahhhh!! it's my lucky day TODAY!! in fact, from this day onwards.. i shall declare the ever-so-meaningful number 11 to be MY LUCKY NUMBER!! yay!! hihihi.. check this out people! *wink*

because a photo worth a thousand words?? i surely agree! pssstt.. feel free to click the thumbnail photo for a larger view! hohoho. enough said. =)

p/s : i'd like to thank my lovey baby for being there and supporting me all the way since 12noon+ till almost 6pm during the Grand Final Draw today! thank you sooo much sayang! i love u tau.. mwacks!! =)

p/s/s : also not forgetting my beloved family, thanks for having faith in me! nanti angah belanja k?? hehehe.. hugsss!! =)

me cruising in @ 10:50:00 PM

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

upside down..

hey! talk about life.. *thinking* one minute you're at the top, the next second you're back down the wheel. rollercoaster huh? well, that might be true. sigh. i've been pretty stress lately. especially with my midterms and FYP. and today, i'm having my mood swing again!! urgh! i hate this feeling.. the feeling of unwantedness, boredom, stress, tense.. and mostly, starve!! yeah². i'm being ntah pape over small things, i know. but you (the readers, if there's any) don't understand. sometimes, it hurts bad to really want something but in the end you won't get it for whatever reason that is. eh. did i ever tell u that i'm flat broke now!? uh huh. yeap, that's right! another addition to my downness. uhuk!

at this very second.. okay, no. i mean, this very minute.. i really want to see my baby!!! i mish him sooo much today, i don't know why. friends might say that i'm being mengada and such just because they know that i practically see my bf almost everyday.. yeap. but still, that's not enough. at least, for now. daymnnn!! weird though how head-over-heels l.o.v.e can make ME like this.. boohoooo.. again and again, i'm starting to write craps here huh? well, i don't care. stop reading if you want to.

baby.. me mish u sangat²!! thank you so much for surprising me at COIT yesterday. that meant a lot to me tau. thank you! =) err. why don't u make another surprise for me today?? *wink²* haihhh. how i wish my bf is here with me now. i know he's going to read this so i want him to know how i'm dyingggg to see his face right this instant!! i'm going home tomorrow probably after my 10-11am class. but not sure how yet. pssttt. hoping to go back with him but i know that's not a good plan especially tomorrow. i know i'm going to ruin his day with his beloved friends. well, no way! i'm not cruel lah. sigh. urgh!! life is so unfair!! if only i'm not flat broke, i surely can go and see my bf sekarang!! well, I WISH!! i wonder why only bawang putih of the sinetron @ TV3 is able to have her own guardian angel/fairy or whatever they call it. why la me takde?? huhuhu..

okie dokie.. enough said. felt a lot better now. (oh really anita??). urgh! got to go. ciao everyone. have a good day ahead!!

sincerely HIS,
-starving but chubby me.. miSsy aNiTa-

p/s : to my baby, i'm reallyyy truly sorry for my overly ntah pape behavior today. my bad. forgive me sayang?? i love u banyak². mwacks!!

me cruising in @ 8:24:00 PM

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